giving up is the most worst thing in life

everyone says it so, do i even have a choice on this? i don't think so.. i've been liking this guy since the day i stepped on the skool and all i get is wat? his frenship? yes.. his loyalty? i dunno. i don't even noe him really, but i feel like i do.. that's wat happens when u have the feeling of love at first sight.. heishh, i wish i wasn;t wat i am.. and now, look wat happens.. i'm the one hu's breaking into pieces, not him.. i dun think he even notices me in any of the classes we are in tgther.. :( SO, wat's the point rite? seriously? everyone likes him, and where am i in his point of graph? at the most bottom? yeah i think so.. and after the trip, i feel lost without him, so, rite now i think it;s the best idea to forget about him and go on with my life., i dun wanna be a statue for him just waiting there for him.. NO WAY! why should i? he's just a boy, and i'm just a girl, i have feelings, he doesn't so? i think it's just a way it;s meant to be.. so, all i cn say is you will always be in my dreams but not in my heart anymore, gudbye forever, hoping we'll meet again wishing it'll be at the top of the rainbow.. i will always love u <33 gudbye

-rainbow-