depressionism

i know the title seem awkward and weird, but, whatever . My life is full with depression after i had a long talk with jasmine last night . i asked her weather liking him is wasting my time, after all, he's not into girls . So, i had a deep thought about it, and you know what, we decided to forget each other. day by day, i see his account on yahoo messenger makes me miss him even more, after all he's in Korea. and even though i try to forget him in any way, it seems as though nothing's happening. after what happen between us last friday, i don't think i can even forget him, how hard i try to, i can't , i wished it wasn't so hard . i know there's not point of wishing, but, sometimes it happens, omigash, i feel like i'm drowning into an ocean of thoughts, feel's as though no one's gonna come and rescue me, i just wished, we were ment to be with each other, just one wish, ONE , ohh, sorry if you think my blogs, dah tak de feeling, but who cares,