stressed out but maybe happy

i guess this week is kind of stressful. my head feels like it's gonna explode in any second. i have too much hanging down on a thread in my head right now. my exams. they are picked on random days. WHY?? why can't it be one whole week of exams.? wouldn't that be less stressful? i have to practice for the talent show. why?? for the stressful play. WHY?? i feel like i took the wrong path. i knew it. i shouldn't have taken the audition. it's just making me more stressful. i'm the one who is putting the most effort in here. HELLO! and i'm the one who always gets the yelling. WHY?? i didn't do anything wrong. from the past i knew i have been shouting my throat out like he has been telling me to. but i guess mr darren is still impossible. why does he think i'm so weak? i'm not! gosh. how can i just make him think straightfully? he's just so mean! i have been noticing other students who don't really put much effort in but they have never got yeild at. i mean wat the heck rite? it's just so unfair! i hate it! urgh. and i do not care if i get thrown from the stupid play. it's not even that important to me and my life. why should i fucking care? URGH.
so, i think i'm in love with this guy., but he's kind of annoying but fun and nice and mean. haha. who cares. some people think that he likes me. i hope he does though. :) let's just wish for the best now aite'?

stressful

-rainbow-