lean on closer :)

since i read sarah's blog today, i decided to write everything in english :). sarah, if you are reading my darling blogspot, please understand me. i am missing you so effing much. i am wishing to go back home. but sadly, nothing is happening :'(. i am thinking that all my wishes are never going to grant. seriously,. all the bullshits i wished about, nothing has ever got granted yet. so, let me wish this, as my first and last ever. ''i wish to go back to malaysia and wish everything could go back as it was '' yes, yes i know wishes are dumb and stupid. but seriously sometimes it doesn't really.. well, today has gone pretty well so far. this guy i like in school is still unpredictable. i have never ever talked to him ever. i guess i should not say his name here, if i do, it's so predictable. i'm so madly and deeply in live with him. i guess if this does not happen, nothing will. he is the most pationate person ever. he also has the most softest soul in any humans life. he is so UNPREDICTABLE. :) he is.. my everything. i swear. if this does not happen nothing in my life will ever move on. i hope this will happen. i hope . i wish . AGAIN .

-RAINBOW-